I'm still here...

Phoenix_feathers · Post by **Phoenix_feathers** » Sun Mar 27, 2005 3:35 am

Hello all my fellow Arcana-forum members....

I know some of you are probably reading this and thinking: "Phoenix who??".. but i wanted to write this and to post it in here so that everyone will see this!

I'm very sorry for not being here. I have wanted very much to be here every single day but it's extrmemly hard at the moment for me to do this. I still want to be a part of this forum- for i have missed each and everyone of you so much its like a constant ache in my heart! I miss being able to come here all the time and post whenever i want but it's getting harder for me to do that coz a lot of shit has been happening lately and its just been really hard...

I'm sorry i can't explain this better to everyone, but I am glad I could get on here to write you this. I will still try to come on and hopefully i will begin to feel better about everything. I just wanted to remind everyone that the Phoenix still lives!! So have Hope!!

I love you all so much and you all mean so much to me! Each and everyone of you has helped me in some way to better my life and I thank each and everyone of you for making me a better person! For that i dedicate this post to you!

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Sun Mar 27, 2005 8:10 am

Ever heard that song by ChumbaWumba Hope?

"I get knocked down but i get up again, cos you're never gonna keep me down....."

Epitomises the Phoenix quite well!

I got the best surprise tonight, jumping online to check my emails and PMs, and there you were! we finally got to have our MSN session, though I look forward to hearing more soon!

There are times when our lives outside take precedence, but we do not forget our friends here, you are always welcome to talk with us and we are here to give hug if needed, a smile if wanted and a kiss on the cheek just for fun! See you again soon Hope!

Struck

Vampz · Post by **Vampz** » Sun Mar 27, 2005 1:07 pm

vn't hear from you in ages either pheonix but alas you shall rise from the ashes again one day and I haven't spoke to you on msn for yonks huh?

Moo Cow · Post by **Moo Cow** » Sun Mar 27, 2005 3:27 pm

*snuggles Hope* I'm so glad you're here, dear... I miss you terribly. I hope situations in your life clear up and leave you free to be yourself and be happy. I'd love to talk with you in PM when you get a chance. Best wishes. *hugs*

~Sara

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Tue Mar 29, 2005 5:57 am

omina shes been talking to her play boy to much *shakes head* tut tut

Masterlupin · Post by **Masterlupin** » Tue Mar 29, 2005 10:03 am

Off course we remember you

*HUGS PHOENIX*

DodgetheLightning · Post by **DodgetheLightning** » Wed Mar 30, 2005 7:58 am

Im sorry i dropped off from PMing you Hope, but I havent forgotten you! Maybe when you see this message from all of us here, you will remember that we do still love you! and all of us miss talking with you here. I wish for things to improve for you, and hope that things arent too bad up there in sunny QLD!?

Take care of yourself Phoenix!

Dodge XOXO

Vampz · Post by **Vampz** » Sun Apr 03, 2005 11:45 am

Oh i bet shes just been spending to much time with err *Cough*MATT*Cough*

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Mon Apr 04, 2005 1:42 am

no shes got a new one now

Damned · Post by **Damned** » Mon Apr 04, 2005 10:15 pm

*blinku* I really haven't been on here for ages, so let me ask: who the heck is Matt? *is confuzzled* And no, Hope, we havn't forgotten you *glomp-hugs*

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Tue Apr 05, 2005 7:12 am

ahhh wouldn't you like to know

Damned · Post by **Damned** » Tue Apr 05, 2005 10:22 pm

*blinks at master* *scowls* I wanna know who he is! Who's Matt? *is still greatly confuzzled*

Moo Cow · Post by **Moo Cow** » Wed Apr 06, 2005 11:35 am

Prolly a guy she liked or somethign. But now I'm not sure what's going on in Hope-land.

~Sara

Damned · Post by **Damned** » Wed Apr 06, 2005 10:05 pm

*nods* Probably. I hope she comes back again soon...*misses Hope and any other regular poster that is currently missing from the Arcana forum (besides Sere, because I know where she is -.- )*

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Thu Apr 07, 2005 7:07 am

me too
grrrrr feckin failing computers

Moo Cow · Post by **Moo Cow** » Thu Apr 07, 2005 7:39 am

well, Lew, Struck, and Dodge are all alive, I've been talking to them off the forum.

~Sara

Vampz · Post by **Vampz** » Thu Apr 07, 2005 1:49 pm

Oh really she seeing someone else now huh?

Masterlupin · Post by **Masterlupin** » Thu Apr 07, 2005 2:16 pm

...

Are they all sick???

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Apr 08, 2005 2:21 am

not seeing some one else

Phoenix_feathers · Post by **Phoenix_feathers** » Fri Apr 08, 2005 2:54 am

awww guys!!

i think im gonna cry now! i miss you so much too! *hugs Damned and Sara and Struck and Dodge and Lupin and vampz and (grudginly) master* *pokes master* excuse me?? i am not seeing anybody else and if you wanted to know or if you cared about me you could text me or something! and i was never seeing Matt to begin with!

And to clear things up yes i did like Matt but we are only good friends and thats it- if you want to know about my personal life you can ask me if you want to...