I confess

Kittyboymuffin · Post by **Kittyboymuffin** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 1:03 pm

This kind of pets? :3

Xero · Post by **Xero** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 1:22 pm

Kittyboymuffin wrote:This kind of pets? :3

if my PC had more ram
yes
thats exactly what I would do

Kingofthemorlocks · Post by **Kingofthemorlocks** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 2:57 pm

Kittyboymuffin wrote:

I confess that makes me want to shave my scrotum, though I'm not sure I want to risk putting a razor blade that close to it, me being ... inexperienced and all ...

I confess that I did a double-take at a bottle of Orangina earlier today ...

This was actually my first time shaving my scrotum -- I did it because my gf gagged on a hair last time she deep-throated me, and I wasn't keen on having that happen again.

Just take your time and you should be fine.

Detective Clem · Post by **Detective Clem** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 5:38 pm

MistressMaggie wrote:
Detective Clem wrote: Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that she's a Nigerian princess and was born in the UK?
Does she need our help accessing her bank account containing millions of dollars?

iLol'd
god, I don't even know what to do with myself in the situation I'm in...

Xero · Post by **Xero** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 5:44 pm

Detective Clem wrote:
MistressMaggie wrote:
Detective Clem wrote: Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that she's a Nigerian princess and was born in the UK?
Does she need our help accessing her bank account containing millions of dollars?
iLol'd
god, I don't even know what to do with myself in the situation I'm in...

masturbate
its safer

Aeridus · Post by **Aeridus** » Thu Jan 17, 2008 9:51 pm

Detective Clem wrote:But it feels really good to tell you guys, becasue you have almost no idea who the fuck I am

...Elvis?

Prettydragoon · Post by **Prettydragoon** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 12:12 am

Detective Clem wrote:But it feels really good to tell you guys, becasue you have almost no idea who the fuck I am

I confess I know who you are. You are Lobby Lud, and I claim my five pounds.

Starwind · Post by **Starwind** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 2:06 am

I confess I am on the down slope of this years round of Prednisone. I have learned that all the ups and downs with are due to it screwing my blood sugars. I know its a nessicary evil but I fucking HATE what it does to my mind and mood. 3 days then the crash. Im hoping the Paxil will help some but I know the sugar thing is going to be bad. It always is.......

Lulujayne · Post by **Lulujayne** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 2:10 am

*huggles Starwind*

I'm sorry you're having a rough time, but it's always lovely to have you here

Kittyboymuffin · Post by **Kittyboymuffin** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 11:00 am

I confess that I glanced at the "If you were a spell caster" and momentarily parsed it as "spell checker." Okay, yeah, moar sleep for me ...

Starwind · Post by **Starwind** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 2:36 pm

Thank you

and I am one of the worst lurkers it seems, I just occationally post to whine *sigh* I need to get some nice sexy pics of me taken so I can show you all I have actually been gaining back some of the weight I lost and am looking MUCH healthier. Its kinda hard working with a bunch of people who all seem to think they need to lose weight when they look fine but I know I need to GAIN weight. I have put back on 16 pounds though so I am getting back to a good size

Lulujayne · Post by **Lulujayne** » Fri Jan 18, 2008 8:45 pm

YAY!

*tickles the returning lovely squishy bits*

Jackalope · Post by **Jackalope** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 5:36 am

Starwind wrote:I confess I am on the down slope of this years round of Prednisone. I have learned that all the ups and downs with are due to it screwing my blood sugars. I know its a nessicary evil but I fucking HATE what it does to my mind and mood. 3 days then the crash. Im hoping the Paxil will help some but I know the sugar thing is going to be bad. It always is.......

I feel for you. We finally got my dose down to 5mg/day. I've lost over 90 pounds in the last year. Another 40 or so more to go, and I'll weigh less than I did when this horrorshow started 20 years ago. My brother made the observation at christmas that I actually have a jawline and a chin and cheekbones again.

And the ups and downs are probably more than just the blood sugar issue: it's a hormone after all. I had one hellacious crash the first time we tried to taper my dose down from 60mg/day. It probably didn't help that it was just as the Enbrel was sputtering out, but you can certainly get "roid rage" from good old prednisone if you're on a high enough dose.

We're currently waiting to see if I can maintain like this, or if I'll have to start taking the Humira more often to close the gap. While I'm still out of the wheelchair, I spend way too much time asleep these days, and it's been a good six months since I should have seen some improvement. My husband is starting to panic a little. I might too, if I weren't so exhausted...

MistressMaggie · Post by **MistressMaggie** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 1:57 pm

I confess I just had a great weekend!

I went to Amsterdam, had a blast (and made out with the pub crawl organizer), checked my email there and found out I won a $2500 scholarship, then came home and had an email waiting for me from my sister suggesting that I would now be her maid of honour.

Aeridus · Post by **Aeridus** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 4:34 pm

Great to hear, Maggie!

*congratulatory tentacle rapes*

BriHahn · Post by **BriHahn** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 5:04 pm

I confess that my lover and I have, in a serious manner, discussed having a child/children together without being in a monogamous, committed relationship (i.e. we'd have the child, but either of us would be free to seek other relationships if we'd want). I also confess that I'm not sure how I feel about the whole situation, because I'm semi-old fashioned and something in me still feels like I should be married before I have kids, yet I'm almost 30 and have had maybe half of a serious relationship in my entire life, so I don't know if marriage is necessarily in the cards for me, but as he's willing (in fact, he brought it up, not me) and I desperately want to have my own child, I am very seriously considering it.

I also confess that was one of the worst run-on sentences I've ever made in my entire life.

RavenxDrake · Post by **RavenxDrake** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 5:30 pm

I confess that I'd far rather see less children born into married families, and more children born to a mother and father who will love and cherrish them. The mindset of "We're must be married to have kids!" and, far worse, "We're Married, we MUST have children!" is a pervasive worm that is responsible for so much strife.

If you want a child, and are willing to share your love with the life you create, than by all means, married or not, feel free to choose to.

I confess this mindset got me in trouble once, cause I slapped one of my friend's mothers when started verbally abusing her in front of me for not having a child yet in her marriage. I confess I don't think either of them have forgiven me for it....

Aeridus · Post by **Aeridus** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 6:08 pm

You slapped your friend's mother? Wow.

BriHahn · Post by **BriHahn** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 7:11 pm

RavenxDrake wrote:I confess that I'd far rather see less children born into married families, and more children born to a mother and father who will love and cherrish them. The mindset of "We're must be married to have kids!" and, far worse, "We're Married, we MUST have children!" is a pervasive worm that is responsible for so much strife.

If you want a child, and are willing to share your love with the life you create, than by all means, married or not, feel free to choose to.

I confess this mindset got me in trouble once, cause I slapped one of my friend's mothers when started verbally abusing her in front of me for not having a child yet in her marriage. I confess I don't think either of them have forgiven me for it....

To be perfectly honest, that's how I'm starting to feel as well; why should I have to be married to have children? But it's rather difficult to change a mindset you've had nearly all your life, you know? I've only really been considering this seriously for maybe three to six months; for 28 years prior to that I always thought I'd be married before I had kids. So it's hard. But I do love him dearly. I don't know if I'm IN love with him, and given that he's been burned in two previous marriages, I don't know that he'd really want to get into marriage again anyway, but I do know one thing very clearly; whatever we end up deciding, he will be there for me in any and every way he possibly can be. Which is good, because I don't think I'm cut out to be a single parent, necessarily.

It's strange; I've known him for six years now, and quite honestly that's probably the absolute longest I've ever been such good friends with anyone. I didn't make friends easily when I was younger; I was very shy and quite geeky; I preferred my books to real people. But with him... God, I don't know. It's like I can tell him anything and I know he won't judge me. I still have difficulty telling him SOME things; my shyness is still very much in force, even with someone I've known that long, but if I can get it started, it always flows very easily with him. But whatever happens, ultimately he has to make the first move; I absolutely, categorically refuse to even BEGIN to subject him to anything along the lines of what he had with his first two wives.

Kittyboymuffin · Post by **Kittyboymuffin** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 7:15 pm

I confess that I read a handout for my Philosophy: Ethics class this evening, a photocopy from Fromm's Man For Himself, the chapter "The Moral Problem of Today", and as soon as I saw that it was "Chapter V", I imagined the whole thing in my head in the voice of Hugo Weaving in V for Vendetta.

I confess that I momentarily thought it would be awesome to end a philosophical essay with, "I need scissors! Sixty-one!!"